This is legitimately my last chance at not ending up like a fucking loser with no future and I still can't bring myself to study appropriately to do so.
I've changed programs a couple times, I'm two years behind. I finally got into the program of my choice (Computer Science) and now all I need to do is actually get it done.
I have such a hard time staying focused on classes that don't interest me. I like coding, so when I take those classes I do well. The problem is, my program is obviously not only coding and therefore I need to get math, theoretical classes, electives and other things done.
I'm currently taking Discrete Math which I have a difficult time with. My exam is next thursday. I sit my ass down in front of the computer and try to solve problems. I get stuck very often and every time I get stuck I take a break and just go to reddit/twitch/youtube. Then I'll go back and do it again. I can't stay focused for a long period of time.
This isn't the first time this has happened. Last year before my finals I barely studied because I couldn't bring myself to actually do it. I still ended up doing well but I could have done a lot better if I just manned the fuck up for once and got my shit done. I feel like a goddam child in this respect.
I was thinking of maybe trying adderal or something because I honestly don't know what else to do. I don't know if I have ADHD or something. I just need to focus and I need some help on it.
